she is never coming back
that is always a weired thought, that my mom is never coming back. she has been dead for almost 7 years. she died when i was 9 from a drug overdose. She died may 5th i did not find out untill may 8th it had been awiel sence i last saw her. it was a result of her drug addiction. Lately i have been extreamly overwelmed. Yesterday i blew up and told my grandma that she is not my mom and that i wanted her to stop acting like it. I feal so overwelmed so crazy. so confuzed, but i think this i good its proboaly better than the numness i have felt for so long. when i miss my mom and have emotions i feal real, the rest of the time i dont.
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Laura
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February 13, 2009
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that's something that I try to comprehend everyday. My mom has been dead for just over a year now, and most of the time I'm fine, but every now and again it just hits me: she's not coming back. I will never have a mother again.
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