kayleighhgirl

This last week or two has been an emotional up and down, some days i missed her alot, and somedays i did not miss her at all. In history class i learned that this is normal, or at least its normal to still hurt. My history teacher was talking about those major moments and how the pain never gose away, and i felt normal because some times i think there is something wrong with me because i still hurt so bad and so often and she has been dead for almost 7 years. So that was comforting. I am starting to meet more people who are in the same situatinon as me. In my english class there are two guys whos mom died when they were 9 as well. though one is my twin but still. and in my history class there is annother kid that i know of whos mom's dead as well, so i am starting to feal not so alone, but still sorta alone because this is a difficult topic to talk about and i dont really know anny girls my age whos moms are  dead but i am working threw this.