CourtneyBeth

It has been a month since my very beautiful, vibrant mother passed. Everyone keeps telling me it'll get better, just give it time.  Personally, it seems to be getting worse.  I didn't see her everyday (she lived in Hawaii & I in Pa)...but we talked & emailed each other daily. I miss hearing her voice & getting her funny emails.

I regret not having kids for her to meet or for them to meet their awesome grandma. I worry about my sister so very much.  She is not married & lives alone. Atleast i have my husband (& in-laws). i think i cry myself to sleep atleast 3-4 nites a week.