it'll be a 2 months next week since shes been gone. I also leave for hawaii next week to take care of her estate. It'll be hard to clean out her stuff. i think this will be my toughest test. i am much too young to have to do this. i am certain this will be the hardest thing i've ever done. i will be traveling over by myself. Which in a way could be good...have time to myself, but also be very upsetting that i will have no one their w/ me.