1st mothers day with out her
my first mothers day without her. this is so very hard, no on one seems to understand. i try not to think about all the other daughters/sons celebrating this day, but it is thrown in my face with commercials & ads to sell product. my husband had to work today, so i am all alone. maybe its better that way..?
my sister & i planted a tree on my pap's farm in honor of her. i miss her so much. her smile, laugh & voice. this is dedicated to the BEST mother in the WORLD..Patricia E Olenchak.
will it be any better next year...will it be any better tomorrow???
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Traci
on May 30, 2007 at 10:20 PM
I am sorry for your loss. It was my first Mother's Day without my mom as well. It was so very hard and like you, no one quite understood. One brother could have cared less and at least the other called to say hello and talk. Still, as a boy gone for so many years, he had no idea of how my heart was crushed.
I still have not found out how to move on and feel any better. It has been 2 months and my chest hurts every day.
Traci K.
I still have not found out how to move on and feel any better. It has been 2 months and my chest hurts every day.
Traci K.
Sha
on June 13, 2007 at 11:41 AM
This year was my third Mother's Day without my mother. I'm sorry to be saying this, but it doesn't get any better. I have dreaded May every year since she died. I cry myself to sleep at least twice a week. It's so unfair. I still need her. I'm lost without her.
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